accepted that pain belongs with your life. And who knows i might even find the right one soon.


Song 4Ever dreamSong 4
Ever felt away with me Just once that all I need Entwined in finding you one day
Ever felt away without me My love, it lies so deep Ever dream of me
Would you like do it with me Heal the scars and change the stars Would you do it for me Turn loose the heaven within
I'd take you away Castaway on a lonely day Bosom for a teary cheek My song can but borrow your grace
Come out, come out wherever you are So lost in your sea Give in, give in for my touch For my taste for my lust
Your


Song 3Bless the childSong 3
I was born amidst the purple waterfalls. I was weak, yet not unblessed. dead to the world. Alive for the journey. One night i dreamt a white rose withering,
a newborn drowning a lifetime loneliness. I dreamt all my future. Relived my past. I witnessed the beauty of the beast
Where have all the feelings gone? Why has all the laughter ceased?
Why am i loved only when I'm gone? Gone back in time to bless the child think of me long enough to make a memory Come bless the child one more time
How can I ever feel again? &nb


Song 2Sweet MiserySong 2
Do you really want to know tell me tell me Can you feel me letting go slowly I 'm scared to
fall into you
But i want to feel you touch you know you and i want to so i let you to set me free into sweet misery sweet misery
There's a hunger do you know feed me
feed me
It's getting harder not to show free me I'm scared to fall into you
Sweet misery Why you always try to see through me


DarknessMy heart, my love one word, and gone to stay, i will believe, and pray to see, to feel to hear, to be and gone how can i get close to you? How can i be the foolish one?Darkness
Beauty can't be seen but only kissed I have so much love to give But where are you and how to be reached?
Can i talk, can i speak? And can i lay my head on you? Can I choose and can I say I love you!!!
Darkness surrounding me My head hangs low Your arms are far Your breath takes me Besides I am in love I'm loving you but you So far


I am sorry...Torn from my sanctuary my pain overflows. You are so close but I cannot touch you. Your ear is open but my words fall from you. Cannot see you for you are not here. I have lost my hope, tossed in the dark mess within my mind. That love that was there is gone from this place. Your words I need, your love I yearn. Without you I cannot be. Told me you can wait for me but I cannot take the pain in-between. So long I have been alone, yet I cannot go without you here with me. You say I love you and I tell you I love you too. Be that as it may I still feel my pain, the suffocating loneliness. My whole life has always been a failure. I waI am sorry...


SadnessThese tears cover my face The pain that always leaves a trace That agony of life Source of all my strife I have lived this melancholy existence Evil thoughts have come so persistent My body yearns for peace Yet I can never find that missing piece A downward spiral I have fallen into I do not know what to do Maybe that blade has my answer The solution to this life, this cancer I shall forever disappear Death I do not fearSadness


Forever with you...Dreaming of death I cant go on Watching you die here in my arms Showered in your tears Lost in your fearsForever with you...
Your delicate soul seeping through my hands Watching you fade away from lifes bands Let it go Please do no fight, just let it go
I release you Let you free from my bind of you I loved you with all my heart Cared for you and watched you fall apart
So far away I could not help Those screams of agony, cries for help Dying in your shadow I lay in pain My life It was so plain
When you found me I was brok